"Maybe we could if it were feasible from the standpoint of the unmanifested world as a developer. The task is not easy and costly; each of us is connected with other people, scripts of their lives. They"ve had to rewrite much code, as they say, remake and baste not only one fragment. As a tailor of our world customizes clothing on the person. But the tailor does not leave the clothes in semi-finished form, and then sews it, leading to quality ready to wear. Then it turns out that our world — this is a beta version, which needs to "bring to mind." And we live in a test mode; each of us can be sacrificed in the interests of the development of the entire system. The Bible says of Christ that he became a victim for the salvation of men, about "the slain Lamb."59 Accept the fate that was appointed to you, humbly, for example, to die in a concentration camp, as it was during the Second World War60 for some people, or become the executioner… Developers of the unmanifested world you have to check all possible situations, even the most absurd and cruel where the human mind can be. They have to track where there is a "failure" and why what type of consciousness stand the test, and what is not in the same situation. Is it possible to bring people from "emergency" situation and how? What will work in this case? Testers of our programs are doing the same — they try to find all the errors in the program, all "failures," especially "pressing all the possible buttons." They (the developers of the unmanifested world) have collected the errors in the system, then "organized the flood," edit code and fixed error, and… there is the next version of the system, the next human civilization. And this happens as long as the system that our world will become self-organizing and stable, but for self-organization, it is necessary to train a person, develop his mind to it. That is not so simple with this beta-testing… Well, it"s a long story, and I was doing separate game scenes mostly. Although, "to be suitable" for something more… Yes, I would like."
Мы замолчали. Для меня всего было уже «чересчур много». Я была рада тому, что Бигбен остановился и перестал дальше «развивать мысль». С другой стороны, я вообще не ожидала услышать такое от Бигбена. Я спросила, прервав молчание:
We just stopped talking. For me, it was already "too much." I was glad that Bigben has stopped and ceased to continue to "develop the idea." On the other hand, I do not expect to hear that from Bigben. I asked, breaking the silence,
— А как ты вообще этим увлекся?
"How did you become engage that?
— А как ты стала рисовать?
"And how do you started drawing?"
— Мама отвела в художественную школу, и мне понравилось рисовать.
"Mom took me to an art school, and I realized that I like to draw."
— У меня было наоборот — когда родители разводились, им было не до меня. Родители ссорились, ругались, я замкнулся, мне пришлось тогда несладко. Виртуальный мир был как спасение, в нем ничего не надо было рассказывать о себе, наоборот, там в каждой игре была возможность выбрать для себя тот или иной образ, и никому не было дела до моей настоящей жизни. Я не стал «игроманом», через какое-то время быть кем-то, а не собой, наскучило. Но, проведя немало времени в виртуальном пространстве, я стал изучать его изнутри, узнавать, как создаются компьютерные игры. Попробовал разрабатывать игровые сцены. Сначала «коряво» получалось, со временем научился, и это стало моей работой.
"It happened otherwise to me — when my parents divorced, they were not up to me. Parents were fighting, cursing, I shut myself in, I had a hard time. The virtual world was like a rescue where I"m not supposed to talk something about me, on the contrary, I had the opportunity to choose those or another images for each game, and no one cared what was happening in my real life. I didn"t become a "game addict" — after some time I got bored to be anything but myself. But after spending a lot of time in virtual space, I began to study it from the inside and learn how to create computer games. I tried to draw a scene for the computer game. First, it was "sloppy," but I gradually learned and it became my job."
— А родители как относятся к твоей работе?
"And how parents think about your job?"
— Для мамы главное, чтобы не случилось чего-то плохого, что бы я ни делал. А отец видит, что у меня уже есть какие-то результаты, поддерживает, но его беспокоит то, что я не смогу продолжить его дело.
"Mom thinks it"s important to avoid something bad, no matter what I do. And my father sees that I already have some results. He supports me, but he"s worried, I"m not going to continue his business".
— Чем он занимается?
"What"s he doing?"
— Мы приехали. Надо найти, где припарковать машину.
"We arrived. Need to find where to park the car."
Мне показалось, что Георгий не захотел отвечать. Но мы, действительно, приехали. Вход был уже закрыт, и нам пришлось договариваться с охранником, чтобы он нас впустил.
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